I'm feeling a bit tepid about it all, and at this point (tonight), I don't care. I'm going to do how I'm going to do. And there's probably not a lot I can do about it now. I'll keep working, because at the very least it might calm my jitters on the day off. But I'm done aiming for any sort of number.
It occurred to me that in a week, this will all be over. Actually, it will already be so far behind me I'll already be moving on to the next plan of action. I don't know whether that's a relief or just overwhelming.
At least he'll be back by then to help me, calm me.
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