Today wasn't great. I woke up early to have a cup of coffee with B's mom before she left and never went back to bed. I worked on my math sets, which I think due to my exhaustion, took me a really long time. By the time I was finally finished, I talked with a friend for nearly and hour and a half. After that, I did a short work out, showered and had lunch. Then I tried to work again, but I just couldn't focus on the Standard Deviation set I was working on. I switched to a different topic, but only made it halfway through before I met a friend for coffee. By the time I left, I was in a foul mood. I was mad that B was still away on on vacation while I'm just working and studying and having no fun. I was mad that I didn't feel like I was making progress. I was mad that I still had 8 more compete days, sunrise to sunset, before this was all over. I was mad that I had to change some plans around, and ask for different days off at work, of which I'm not getting much of because of this stupid exam. I was just mad mad mad.
I felt a bit better after meeting my friend. We speak in Spanish together (she's from Spain), and after speaking with her I often feel badly because I feel like I've forgotten so much. Fortunately today wasn't so much the case, so I left feeling confident and also happy I got out of the house and saw a friend. I was (re)energized enough that when I got back I was able to finish the math set I had started before I left.
But I still finished the day without accomplishing most of the goals I had set out for the day. That's a bummer. I'm way behind on my essays. Maybe tomorrow I can catch up. But I'm still not feeling hopeful about much. Especially as my neighbor turns his music up louder and I can envision a sleepless night ahead of me.
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